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Like treeclimber101 has said this has affected me really hard, even though I did not personally know Cameron, I have been thinking of what I do for a living...my wife is pregnant with my third child and we expect a daughter in Feb...I could not imagine these kids growing up without a dad...though my oldest is twenty....I know this feeling will pass, however for the time being it gives me a weird feeling in my spirit...the dude was a pro who lived for his family and was very safety orientated...one lapse and his family's life is changed forever....again my utmost condolences to his four kids, wife and parents...look at the outpouring of support from tree workers all over the world....who will probably think about the way they work in a whole different manner from here on in, I know I will...climb safe my tree family.....
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Swing and TreeClimber101,
As I suspected, this has affected many of us the same way. I have gone through the same thought processes you talked about this week as well. On my mind constantly still. Those of us that see ourselves somewhat like Cameron (owner, climber, Dad, husband) are contemplating our occupation. Have we done it long enough? Is it time to change things? Consider this, you are still more likely to die in a car accident then at your tree work job. Are you going to stop riding in cars? Just the other week, co-worker Matt had a short day on a Friday and I sent them home. He was simply crossing the street with his fiancé to go to a restaurant, at a red light, when a car failing to see them hit Matt and bounced him off the windshield. His elbow went through the windshield. Due to the sloped car front end and him hopping up, it deflected the blows enough that he didn't die, didn't even break a bone. hit his legs, then upper body and flipped him off. If it would have been a truck or something with a flat, high front end, he would have been gone. Made me think, good grief, if he had a longer day at work climbing trees, he would not have gotten hit.
We all can be taken from this life in infinite ways and can happen at any time.
Since I didn't know Cameron, I was asking people if he was a safe person, did he take risks? Kinda hoping for myself to learn that maybe this person was unsafe or something. Time after time, everyone said that he was the last person that they thought would go doing tree work. Really safe, professional guy. Even Ed "HÖLLENREICH" from the buzz (banned) texted me and I called him yesterday. Ed said he worked with Cameron many times and Cameron was a leader in the industry. Very skilled, very safe. He also said it was the last person that he thought that it would happen to. He was concerned he might lose more friends in the future and told me to please be safe. Ed doesn't view many people as being top notch, so that was it for me. I was done looking for a reason. Well almost done, then I will be done. I thought of this while driving yesterday...
Did he use a Caritool on his belt? Was it near his side D-ring? I somehow clipped to one years ago with my lanyard. It holds for a while, like 1 to 2 minutes, then breaks. Happened to me in 2008 or so, I had my climbing line still in though. This would look like his lanyard was just dangling and never clipped in after it happens. Was his landyard still in storage position? or was the lanyard hook dangling and was there a broken caritool?
Sorry, hope this is okay to ask. Just trying to find a reason; other than forgetting to attach lanyard. This is a tree climber's forum. If there is no good reason and just simply forgot to lanyard in, I know this is still a possibility. I also wondered if he had a cold or was on some cold medicine or something, as many of us are sick on the East Coast right now.
Evaluate your life and direction, but realize we don't know what will end our life. Be safe, cherish your family and loved ones. Have your soul prepared to be judged if you should go tomorrow and "don't fear the reaper."
If you love this work, you mind as well continue instead of hiding in a padded room worrying about death.
Brings a video to mind I happened to watch about a week ago on youtube. The wife at 9:42 pretty much said she wouldn't change her husband from riding if she could and does not think the race should be banned; despite losing her husband.
(the Isle of man TT race is much more dangerous than what we do of course):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7HlrI1COSs