Just had another good friend pass away two weeks ago. She was my best friend’s wife (he passed away 21 months ago). So now I’m tasked with helping to go through their belongings and get rid of or sell everything. Certainly is making me think about what I’m doing and why
Finding myself quite disillusioned with trying to run a tree service. Just feeling like I’m on the endless treadmill of bids and customer pleasing to keep the crew busy and make payroll. Missing the days of contract climbing. Show up and blow people’s minds, hero status, pack up, go home.
My body and brain love the work. I’m 49 and have been in the game 30 years now.
I regularly think of three options:
1. Downsize to a barebones team. (Kinda dumb).
2. Sell the company. (Dumb)
3. Wait it out for two more years and then sell. (Smarter).
Advice?
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As a very young kid, my parents were pillars in my community. My father pioneered a large commercial fishery from the infrastructure to the market itself. He employed a lot of people and make a lot of money. The problem was that he really didn’t want to be a fisherman, or even run a business for that matter. He really just wanted to learn, explore and invent. Long story short…By my senior year in high school, my family lost everything.
That lesson burned in hard and ain’t comin’ out. I proved it to myself by dipping my toes into the water of business growth. If all we have is about 100 rides around the Sun, there is no amount of money worth doing needless things. It’s also fair to ponder the notion that much of what we call progress is a myth.
That said, you need to fill your life with as much pursuit of happiness as you can muster, but also learn to find that happiness in certain veins by altering your perspective.
My path is a bit similar in that I’m now 27 years into the tree world at 51 years old. Self employed for 90% of that, and almost entirely self-employed prior. In all my experience, I’ve come to appreciate collaboration efforts with other passionate people the most. Rather than hiring, I’ve helped over a handful of friends build their own businesses. This gives us all the freedom to build up the right team for whatever job comes down anyones’ path. We all offer different skillsets and equipment.
Like you, I love the work. Like my dad, I love a number of other things. What I also inagine is that pursuing any of those other “likes” as unique endeavors wouldn’t really bear fruit. The fruit, IMO, is when you get to synthesize all the things you like into a practical and productive life style. Tree work does this for me in spades, and I have found a lot of joy in creating the small kit that I have.
I also joke with my clients, saying that I’m retired. Fact is that I woild keep doing what I’m doing if I didn’t have to. So what’s the difference? Kids are fed. Bills are paid. Sun comes up, Sun goes down, do it again. I’m good.