That's awesome Mel! The more you climb the more natural you will feel about it. I discuss to myself in my head every move I make. Before making a cut I tell myself "climbing line/rigging line, and flip line clear."
"Keep an eye on that hanger", as I advance towards it. Things like that. It's become second nature.
I haven't posted in a while, I just want to give an update for anyone who has read the thread in hopes of becoming less scared themselves. I'd say the biggest game changer was a shift in mentality, even before you leave the ground. I have alot less pressure on me by my foreman which makes for a more fluid and careful climb. I don't feel like I'm being pushed to advance anymore, it's just happening by itself and at my pace. You guys were right, you can't climb for anyone but yourself.
General Time in Tree helped alot obviously. I've probably doubled the amount of climbs I've done since I last posted and I feel that, that Mel compared to this Mel are two completely different climbers. I still get scared, but I am able to narrow down why and I'm never too proud to come out of the tree.
A trick the guys on here taught me was to fishpole the anchor side of your SRT line. I did this aloooot until I became more comfortable, and I'd say it was a very neat, easy trick that gave me that extra piece of mind. I saw that I completed alot of removals that I otherwise would have have been too nervous to do. That, in turn, gave me great experience. I got to know the trees alot more and that would then help me for the next challenge.
Another tip that I used often was to climb straight to you TIP, no matter what the job, and inspect it. That piece of mind would then stay with me for the duration of the climb, and I wouldn't ever worry about it again.
Those are just a few tricks, but I'd say I used all the ones the guys on here suggested. Great community...I'm not out of the woods yet, but I am way better off than I was even 1-2 months ago.
I owe alot to this forum, and the people in it. Thanks guys.