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[climbingmonkey24]

You need professional help, too. Good luck.

Who is to say I’m not already getting it bro? That doesn’t mean I don’t still have my bad days, like everyone else.

 

[climbingmonkey24]

What is this about? Is ‘takeout’ a euphemism for drugs or do you really mean Pizza?

I honestly don’t know really how to answer that.

Once in a while I’ve gotten under the influence, while feeling overwhelmed with depression, and decide to post about it on TreeBuzz.

Not proud of it in the slightest...

 

[southsoundtree]

Who is to say I’m not already getting it bro? That doesn’t mean I don’t still have my bad days, like everyone else.

I'm not saying you don't get it. You are to say if you aren't. You are the only one who knows.

Some people don't have professional help.

Meetings are available everyday.

It's not a battle I've been through. I've seen others, both sink and swim.

Good Luck, sincerely.

 

[climbingmonkey24]

I'm not saying you don't get it. You are to say if you aren't. You are the only one who knows.

Some people don't have professional help.

Meetings are available everyday.

It's not a battle I've been through. I've seen others, both sink and swim.

Good Luck, sincerely.

Tonight’s gonna be one of those nights.

But I’ll figure it out I guess

 

[southsoundtree]

Which kinda nights?

The choice is in the present moment. The past is the past. The future is the future and yet to be decided.

Good luck.

 

[climbingmonkey24]

Which kinda nights?

The choice is in the present moment. The past is the past. The future is the future and yet to be decided.

Good luck.

Sometimes I wonder whether living is even worth it.

For what really???

 

[JCB]

I honestly don’t know really how to answer that.

Once in a while I’ve gotten under the influence, while feeling overwhelmed with depression, and decide to post about it on TreeBuzz.

Not proud of it in the slightest...

Yeah, many folks occasionally feel the need to touch base when they're flying high. Here, we use the phone and call it "Drunk-Dialing." When such ad hoc conversations end with cheer and good will, nothing better . . . .

Meanwhile, I know for sure that good-willed, open-minded persons need never feel embarrassed on TreeBuzz. In return, we must joyfully receive the good-willed interpretations, recommendations, and -busting to come. No?

"Find a girl, settle down
If you want you can marry
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy . . ."
--Cat Stevens

 

[southsoundtree]

Life can be long. There is a lot of time to get over falling off the wagon or mental health crises.


All in all, we are individually meaningless. What do you have to offer to the world? You care about doing right by your customers, and want to improve the urban forest, from what I can tell. Both good qualities. There are people who will do wrong by both for a buck, out of ignorance, or both.

 

[chiselbit]

 

[evo]

Thanks.

I really regret getting this way and sometimes making these posts every few months. Hope I don’t make myself look like too much of an asshole. Don’t know why I feel the need to post about this kind of stuff on here. Maybe it’s because I don’t have many people in person who I can talk to, and the fact that I’ve been kind of open in regards to some of my own personal struggles.

Hey don’t trip on it. We all have our struggles, I feel a freaking break down on the horizon at the moment. We ‘a male dominated ‘high risk’ industry also tend not to talk much about mental health.

 

[climbingmonkey24]

Hey don’t trip on it. We all have our struggles, I feel a freaking break down on the horizon at the moment. We ‘a male dominated ‘high risk’ industry also tend not to talk much about mental health.

I think in general not just our industry mental health isn’t talked about enough or acknowledged like it should be unfortunately.

Try to hang in there.

 

[climbingmonkey24]

I ordered a bunch of food tonight again guys. I need your help. Gonna be one of those nights. Got too fucked up...please help. I’ll do whatever it takes

 

[climbingmonkey24]

I screwed up I get it

 

[climbingmonkey24]

Sorry

 

[climbingmonkey24]

Seriously

 

[Reach]

I ordered a bunch of food tonight again guys. I need your help. Gonna be one of those nights. Got too fucked up...please help. I’ll do whatever it takes

There is a point that “whatever it takes” becomes checking oneself in to a inpatient rehab of some sort. Perhaps it is time to consider that, if you really want to change.

A friend once told me “Change will not take place until the pain of change becomes less than the pain of staying the same.” Something to think about. How much pain will it take to make a change?

 

[Stumpsprouts]

There is a point that “whatever it takes” becomes checking oneself in to a inpatient rehab of some sort. Perhaps it is time to consider that, if you really want to change.

A friend once told me “Change will not take place until the pain of change becomes less than the pain of staying the same.” Something to think about. How much pain will it take to make a change?

You got this monkey. Many people I am close to have been ‘there’ and had to take a pause on life for a while- spent some time in facility or just get a lot of professional help. It’s ok. They have gone on to do great things and benefit a lot from the help. We all care about you and want you to get through this.. don’t know what more to say but I’ll be thinking about you tonight bud.

 

[southsoundtree]

Do you have a sponsor?

 

[Serf Life]

Change of scene, get out of your place, ditch takeout, and go stay with friends or family. Good luck bud

 

[evo]

Seriously

Alright, here’s the deal. You either are ready to make a change or not. You will likely need to hit fucken rock bottom and come to the cross roads. Until then rationalization will probably get the most of you.
Get real with your self. Do you seriously want to change? Can’t do this shit half assed