I did answer my own question Jimmy but there seems to be more of the guys who I wouldn't want to work with than would. I guess the key here is will this solve my frustration with who I work with and for? Am I trading apples for apples? Will I come home at the end of the day saying, man those guys sucked? Will I find the satisfaction I am seeking working for a bunch of different clients or am I better to try to find an outfit to work with day in and day out, where I am happy? That's basically what I'm looking for. I want to be happy at work. I don't know if sinking 90k into myself will make me happy or just change the shape of the frustration I feel day in and day out. I want to work for some of the treebuzz type guys. I wanna work for some skilled climbers where we can learn and share. I wanna work where I can learn more about being an arborist not just a climber. I want to feel part of something bigger, not just a guy who makes money for the other guy. I want to be a team member. Now I just don't know if being a contractor will bring me the satisfaction I want. I also just don't know if this industry in my area can support this idea. Most climbers make around $20 to $25hr tops. I would be asking for double that. Do I have the production skills to match a $50hr rate? I'm not so sure. This isn't the northeast or the PNW. It's different down here. We seem to be in a pocket of removal based tree work. It's not overly progressive. This is a huge decision for me and I don't know how to get the answers before I jump off the deep end. I could self fund this tomorrow so I'm not worried about a loan. I just want to be able to pay myself back and have satisfaction at the same time.