Steve Connally
Been here much more than a while
- Location
- Suffolk, Virginia
It's becoming crystal clear the time for decisions is closing in a breakneck speed. I had spent the majority of last year making sure I had funds to cover the business expenses for a while in case things slowed down. All the while I never really thought (A) it would slow down (B) I would have plenty of money to ride it out. I was wrong in both areas. It slowed down and the money isn't lasting nearly as long as I had expected. Expenses this year have run me through 50% of what I had set aside. Insurance increased 8k a year, a 10k repair and maintenance expense I hadn't estimated to be as expensive as it was. Timing of bills and renewals and the loss of replacement funds in the account hit at all the perfect times. I honestly thought I had 10-11 months of reserves. I was wrong. The downturn in work isn't recovering predictably as it has in the past. My contractors aren't picking up like they usually do and the market prices aren't bouncing back yet. For me, being a sub, the resilience of the market has to take hold before I can get to a safe place of income. I might not have enough to float until that point. I've worked 12 days this year. I have 4.5 days on the books if nobody cancels. Some interest in me looking at jobs for primary tree service contractors but very little follow up from them. I have pushed out into other areas of crane work with no leads at all. The people I work for aren't getting the jobs. The jobs I am getting are for big companies who have large contracts or such great customer relations they don't question the bids. I have a contractor that has been ditching me on payment since October and I'm net 10. I don't really know what to do about that at this point other than small claims court. Wondering if anyone has a good suggestion? I made it through the last 8 months of 2023 breaking even. I can hang on if I am breaking even, or even close but to loose on such a massive scale every month isn't sustainable. The decision point is coming very soon where I'm gonna have to decide of cashing out is the best option for me. I am giving a talk at ArbFest about my business model and some things I learned along the way. I'm struggling with the concept of standing up there and sharing information with folks about running a business like mine while mine fails. It seems a little.......idk.........disingenuous. I guess I just need to remember, me not being able to make this work doesn't really relate in any way to someone else doing the same thing in a different market. Maybe some of the information I have to share will help someone else avoid the situation I seem to find myself in. It's a strange spot to be in. Do we ever really think we're gonna have to start over or change course on the last decade of our careers? The only word I can really put on it is "unsettling". I'm unsettled. It's like sitting on the edge of a tall, hard chair with nothing to lean on and you think the legs might slide on the slick floor. Constant state of tension and the inability to relax. Perhaps in the next month or two, I might be hanging it up with the crane and moving on to something I can enjoy doing. I spend a lot of time thinking about where this path is leading me. What I'm still capable of doing and who would hire me to do it. If I go back to climbing, it'll be like learning it all over again. 6 years of climbing a few times a year takes a toll on skill and confidence. I read the threads on here and feel so out of the game. The bend radius thread is fantastic but hasn't been my area of focus so it kind of hits home as to all the stuff I've forgotten and haven't kept up with. Interesting place to be. Don't really know what I'm looking for out of this post. Maybe just a place to send thoughts out into space where people understand the language I'm talking. I lead an extremely isolated existence so sometimes this is good therapy for me to cast it out and let it go. Anyway, I hope things are at a positive turning point for everyone and that spring has sprung. Be well.










