You're not ready to die, you were put here for a reason. Find your purpose, help others less fortunate than you.
See, it ain't all about us, it's about others.
Come on brother, you got this!
Insensitive douchebag are going to post what they're going to post, that's reality.
Dig deep brother, do everything you can to be mentally strong and secure and never ever give into the temptation to give in.
My advice, develop your mental muscle