- Location
- Michigan
Incrementally losing that loving feeling. (towards trees and humans)
Age, mileage/wear and tear on the ole bod. Vehicles and equipment conspiring to mutiny.
Paperwork. Weather. Bills.
Feeling like the bear is gonna get me not vice versa. It's slowly killing me. Definitely not making me stronger.
Anyone got any thoughts on realistic exit strategies? I thought stump grinding might be an answer, but that experience was more like watching grass grow, interspersed with rare moments of terror or despair.
edit. My marriage also has similar episodes of terror and despair. Perhaps there is a nexus
Here is something to think about that has really got me wanting to get out.
I went to visit one of the bigger guys in my area about 3 years ago. He has a very well established tree service, removals and pruning + plant health care. I would estimate around 25 employees, in business for over 30 years. I was there to give him some advice on milling, he was considering buying a sawmill. I spent about an hour with him. It was the only time I have ever talked to him. My first observation as we walked around his shop, he had a big limp when he walked, seemed natural like he had been dealing with it for a long time or a bad injury had occurred. At some point during our conversation he said "I tell my wife I'm going to sell it all and get out every year". There was also the usual bitching about industry issues, hard to find good employees, safety, etc...
I have been in business around 10 years. Around 5 years I occasionally started telling myself I was going to sell everything and get out. The last 2 years about once a week I try to talk myself into getting out. Why? When I started I had nothing to lose. I had a small amount of savings, a truck and a dump trailer, no wife, no kids. 10 years later I'm fortunate and proud of what I have and have built. A wife and daughter, 2 businesses, lots of equipment, 10 employees. Now I have everything to lose. Personal serious injury that prevents me from working and both business are sunk. Fire at our shop, fuck*d. Employee gets in a bad accident driving or on the job fuck*d. My wife work with me and it has strained our marriage at times.
So if this guy who you would think is near the top of our industry is still thinking of getting out every year after 30+ years am I dumb for continuing on? I try to tell myself if I get out now I won. No injuries to myself or employees other then bumps, scrapes and hand saw cuts. No major accidents to property, vehicles or equipment. The payout for selling the equipment alone is more then I would know what to do with. Why continue???? I like to work on trees, I don't know where else I would fit in... I think I am addicted to the job, the stress and nature of the the business.
I do know that I definitely don't know the answer to your questions!










