A bit of followup... second surgery back in the end of May, 3.5 hours, had my retina reattached, unfolded my iris and stitched it back in place, a couple of other things. Surgeon was super happy, didn't think what he did was possible. Every followup appt. since they are amazed, retina surgeon said later, "I didn't really think your retina would remain attached after the surgery, I can't believe it". Because the lens was blown out in the accident, the eye sees a fuzzy world and like Mr. Moore (see his nail gun report above) the pupil is stuck on open, right eye vision is not functional but I'm happy the eye is there and doing its best to contribute. Just had a followup appointment and the surgeon is still amazed. Next step is a contact lens with a built in pupil (aperture) set for daylight, that could make a huge difference.
A couple things... recovery.
After the retina surgery I had to stay face down 23 out of 24 hours a day for two weeks then about 12 hours a day for a week. Audio books saved my ass. I listened to a new book I'd heard about from Old-Growth Forest Network founder Joan Maloof. She mentioned it last year, the author sought her out to consult on details of forest ecology etc. The author is Richard Powers, the book is called "Overstory". It's an intense ride, over 500 pages, introduces and follows 9 characters dating back to colonial times and ends up in the '90's in the battles over old-growth in Northern California. Each character has some deep connection to trees whether they know it or not, the trees and forest are a character too. Listening to it completely fired me up as I dealt with my own sudden trauma and aftermath. Powers is a gifted story teller, at times I felt like he was in my head, I know many of the places and situations he describes. When I finished the book, I started another of his, "The Echo Maker". Turned out too close to home, story of a guy who rolls his truck and suffers a traumatic injury. Put that aside till later. Realized I had Garageband on my phone and could use it to write music face down. That's the second thing that saved my butt during face down recovery time. Here's the first piece I wrote during that time, "Speaking for the Trees" The Journey" sums up the initial accident, the hard ride, and finding a way forward:
The brain is amazing, each daily task made difficult by losing binocular vision has become much easier. My first walk in the woods off-trail freaked me out, it was the most difficult thing I'd done since the injury, day after that I wrote this:
Look at the deer walk
Listen to the the thrush call
Watch the hawk turn into the wind and lift
This is genius
Moving through the woods
Brushing aside branches
Feet nimble over rocks and logs
This is you
Watch the squirrel leap
The beaver swim
The turtle rest
This is genius
Do you dare?
Breathe
Think
Feel
Smell
Touch
These are yours
Use them
Walk like a deer
Listen like a fox
Plan like a raven
Walking in the woods is fine now, I can move the way I want to.
-AJ