I’m done

climbingmonkey24 said:
keep in mind, I FUCKING bench press near 300 lbs and dead lift near 400 lbs so I will wipe the ass of anyone
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This doesn't mean anything to any of us in this context. You're hiding behind your anger again and if you could bench press away the problems you would have done it already. Be a real tough guy and open up. What are you using? What happened to you? Start there.
 
climbingmonkey24 said:
keep in mind, I FUCKING bench press near 300 lbs and dead lift near 400 lbs so I will wipe the ass of anyone
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Sorry to say man, but brute strength don’t mean shit to me. Yeah your strong, and probably physically durable for tree work, but….. Are you head strong? Disciplined? Empathetic? Compassionate? Maybe throw some cardio into your training. Lots of research out there that hard cardio releases endorphins and serotonin…..
 
What’s up Chris? I check in here quite frequently to see if you posted on this thread. Many of us do.

What drugs do you use? Is it mostly alcohol?
 
You need to ask yourself how bad you want it. How bad do you want to live? Would you be OK with dying? Like actually ceasing to exist. You've said multiple times you're going to end it, that this is it. Then you come back the next day. You want to be here man. That much is clear. But you gotta want more. No amount of dead lifts or bench presses is going to lift that weight off your shoulders. No amount of shit talking is going to get your head straight. You gotta do more. Every damn day. Do more. How bad you want it man? Go fucking get it.
 
Man you need to chill and get some help in the world I normally stay away from shit like this there’s been countless people here displaying compassion and empathy and your starting to sound like
The boy who cried wolf it’s tree work plenty of ex drunks (me) and ex tweakers who have been through the grinder yet they choose to show you love your an adult either seek out the help you need or spiral into the abyss life is beautiful in sobriety but you have to start somewhere stop talking shit ON A FORUM BY THE WAY and get your shit right the bender will end soon and the money will run out and you won’t have a cell phone to hop on here and you’ll be lucky to be in a van down by the river I wish you the best of luck you’ll make it if you choose to @climbingmonkey24 take it easy big guy
 
One thing I read earlier, big and strong guys make good tree workers. I beg to differ. They can if they have work ethic and passion. But if they lack those two attributes I say nay. Next, being big and strong does not always equate to a good fighter. I have seen many a big guy succumb to a much smaller weaker guy. A big mouth can be a big distraction, just saying.
 
@islandarb. I believe you may be referring to my last comment. I didn’t say being strong necessarily equates to being a “good” tree worker, maybe just a more durable one… and you are spot on, it’s the little scrappy ones you gotta watch out for. Personally I think someone touting what they bench or deadlift on a Internet forum, and threatening or inviting a fight with internet strangers is ridiculous, and has the smell of way too much whiskey.
 
Chris Schultz said:
@islandarb. I believe you may be referring to my last comment. I didn’t say being strong necessarily equates to being a “good” tree worker, maybe just a more durable one… and you are spot on, it’s the little scrappy ones you gotta watch out for. Personally I think someone touting what they bench or deadlift on a Internet forum, and threatening or inviting a fight with internet strangers is ridiculous, and has the smell of way too much whiskey.
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100% agree. I am old enough to forgive the behaviour. Chalk it up to inexperience. Some folk need to travel more, it opens ones eyes to different cultures where brawn is actually not seen as strength.
 
climbingmonkey24 said:
Thanks for the clarification. However, I don't really need people on an internet forum who know very little about my actual life to tell me I'm just crying wolf when you don’t have all the facts
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To be fair, you are the one who is sharing suicidal feelings with people on an internet forum on a weekly basis, reaching out in moments of crisis but ultimately opting not to do any real sharing. You are the reason we don't have all the facts, and you are creating the dynamic where people are forced to speculate about what is going on with you. If you want this dynamic to change, do something different. I wouldn't have phrased it like @Jackohh1412 did because it sounds like a dare to follow through and none of us want you to do that. What are you hoping will come from this thread that hasn't already happened? Tell us what you need.
 
Jackohh1412 said:
Then why talk about it
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Dude you are a new member? How long have you even been posting? Maybe get your fucking facts straight before writing a comment.

As if you even know what the fuck you are talking about guy. Never even seen you around these parts before. So who you think you are to come in here and post that kind of nonsense is beyond me.

I may be guilty of posting a lot of BS in the past, but I always own up to it afterwards. Maybe you'd do yourself some good to actually read through the entire thread before assuming that kind of sh#t. Because that's a pretty big assumption on your part, and a bold statement to make.
 
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