I understand the potential issues of being shot by the cops. And also the potential of a missing and hitting someone else, the legal issue with that. Getting shot by the police would suck, but in my mind an acceptable risk...and I would not want the cops to be punished in any way for it. Me killing an innocent would be horrible...something that would be extremely hard to live with. That being said, If I carried a gun, I'd be darn sure to practice, a lot, to be sure of my aim in different scenarios and elevated heart rate etc.
I agree with getting family and others out safely, if possible. That would be my primary goal.
So as a former officer, you would get your family out and leave with them? Not looking to shame you or anything, I believe this is a very personal choice and no real wrong answer. I'm just curious as what you would do with your more hands on experience.