Brando CalPankian
Carpal tunnel level member
- Location
- Pine City, MN
I'm having a good problem that is overwhelming all the same. I have found 3 employees, one journey level climber and two ground men, who want to work for me. They're fine with being contractors, as hiring folks is expensive. My problem is, I feel like my company is growing at such a break neck pace. I'm not sure how to keep up at times.
We have quite a bit of work, and the ability to drum more up if needed. That said, we all know work ebbs and flows. Also, I'd started the company as a way to do side work legally. Me being an arborist and having the experience I do has lead to really rapid expansion without meaning to. I went from wanting to just have a one ton to a big dump and decent chipper. It's all happening so fast. I'm scared we're going to outgrow my business sense and I'm going to fuck something up.
This isn't a humble brag at all, I'm honestly terrified. As we started to grow, my vision became more clear that I want my company to help people and my community, starting with those who support the company. What if I let them down? How do I ensure that our growth is sustainable and that it leads to the outcomes I want (like health insurance and retirement plans for the folks who are choosing to work with me).
I'm not paying myself by choice because I LOVE doing the work and am elated to be growing the company. That makes it so everything goes back into the company, and eases the tension of needing to support our life vs pay the company. Still, I get scared. Like, what if I don't find enough work? What if the economy tanks? What if what if what if?
Do other owners feel this way? Does it ever get better? Are there things I need to be making sure I do to safeguard the company?
So far I've done everything I learned in school and through 15 years of experience to make sure the business is protected. I'm in this weird zone where I don't have cash flows enough to hire full time employees, but the workman comp and cost of hiring people is too outrageous to have part timers. It's the first negligible thing I've had to deal with, I guess that's my most obvious issue.
Any advice/words of encouragement here are helpful. I'm making a company that people want to work for, which is so amazing. I love that it's happening that way. Just kind of terrifying too. I don't have much family or anyone to sounding board this stuff off of, so I figured I'd ask the folks that have done it!
We have quite a bit of work, and the ability to drum more up if needed. That said, we all know work ebbs and flows. Also, I'd started the company as a way to do side work legally. Me being an arborist and having the experience I do has lead to really rapid expansion without meaning to. I went from wanting to just have a one ton to a big dump and decent chipper. It's all happening so fast. I'm scared we're going to outgrow my business sense and I'm going to fuck something up.
This isn't a humble brag at all, I'm honestly terrified. As we started to grow, my vision became more clear that I want my company to help people and my community, starting with those who support the company. What if I let them down? How do I ensure that our growth is sustainable and that it leads to the outcomes I want (like health insurance and retirement plans for the folks who are choosing to work with me).
I'm not paying myself by choice because I LOVE doing the work and am elated to be growing the company. That makes it so everything goes back into the company, and eases the tension of needing to support our life vs pay the company. Still, I get scared. Like, what if I don't find enough work? What if the economy tanks? What if what if what if?
Do other owners feel this way? Does it ever get better? Are there things I need to be making sure I do to safeguard the company?
So far I've done everything I learned in school and through 15 years of experience to make sure the business is protected. I'm in this weird zone where I don't have cash flows enough to hire full time employees, but the workman comp and cost of hiring people is too outrageous to have part timers. It's the first negligible thing I've had to deal with, I guess that's my most obvious issue.
Any advice/words of encouragement here are helpful. I'm making a company that people want to work for, which is so amazing. I love that it's happening that way. Just kind of terrifying too. I don't have much family or anyone to sounding board this stuff off of, so I figured I'd ask the folks that have done it!










