By now, you must have Rhinoscerosis of the Liver. I've taken the liberty of signing you up for a 13-step program. It's like AA only they've added one step. They tote your dead ass out to the hoodoo wagon in a plastic bag, and hold their meetings in a bar. I'd sponsor you, and go to the meetings with you, but I've been banned from all of that. Something about rohypnol not being a substitute for Jesus. It's all rather blurry, but I'm sure that I'm much better, now.